Feelings are literally a sickness here and honestly that hit me harder than the porn at first. The whole city looks clean and safe on the outside, but everyone walks around like dead fish, drugged up to not feel shit. You play this guy who is just done with everything. Not in the dramatic anime way, more like that quiet “ok, I’m out” mood after too many lonely nights with Pornhub and cold coffee. He decides he wants to die, but before that, he writes this weird bucket list on his phone. No big heroic goals, just small things that would make a normal person human again: kiss someone because you actually want to, let a girl touch you without permission from some authority, hear real moans instead of system notifications. It starts depressing and I kinda liked that. Felt close. Too close maybe.

What I didn't expect is how the sandbox structure makes his spiral feel like your own fault. You’re walking through this dystopian city with your little list, picking what to do first. Visit the clinic where they check your "emotional stability"? Or ignore them and go meet that girl from the underground bar who still remembers how to smile? I went to the bar. Of course. She starts as very cold, almost robotic, but you see tiny cracks when you push the flirty dialog options. When she finally goes down on you in that dirty backroom, lights flickering, and whispers "I shouldn't feel this", it hits different from random blowjob scenes. Her eyes water a bit, not sure if from emotion, fear, or your dick, and in this world that’s literally dangerous. And yeah, the scenes are animated, not just static pictures, so when her tongue moves slow at first then gets messy, you kind of forget everything else. Until the UI pings about rising “emotional contamination level” and ruins your nut a little. But in a good way. Sort of.

The mobile format makes it worse actually, because I was lying on my bed, phone too close to my face, swiping dialog like Tinder but every choice is “do I care or not”. One moment you’re getting a slow handjob on a rooftop, city lights behind her, her breathing shaky because she knows if someone reports this she’s done. Next, the game just throws you back into normal movement like nothing happened. No romance points, no “you unlocked love”, just you, slightly more broken than before. I kept opening Telegram between scenes out of habit, then going back to the game, like I’m cheating on my own emptiness. The oral scenes are honestly hot, very explicit, lots of focus on lips and spit, but what stuck with me is that sometimes the girls look almost bored at the start, like they’re doing a chore, and then something slips, a tiny smile, a soft groan, a hand gripping your thigh too hard. In a world where feelings are a disease, every small reaction feels like a big win. Or a crime. Or both. If you play, don't rush the options. Let the awkward silences sit, pick the “wrong” answer sometimes, and really lean into the idea that every kiss, every dirty stroke of her hand, might be the last real thing your guy ever feels before he crosses another line on that stupid little bucket list.