SLUT Maker feels like some horny HR training sim from a universe where ethics got punted out the airlock. You’re this wannabe employee at Chimera Corp, but instead of filling boring forms you’re poking at a “test program” girl on a sci-fi console, turning her from normal to brain-melted cockdoll by shuffling stats around. It’s basically an interactive corruption lab, with sliders instead of whips, though there are whips too. The whole thing gives off that cold corporate vibe where the company talks about “assets” while you’re literally tweaking how much she loves getting her holes stuffed. You’re not walking around a city or clicking rooms, you’re sitting in front of this AI-generated doll and nudging her body and mind bit by bit, watching the results stack up. One second she looks kind of shy, next click and she’s got huge tits leaking milk and a face that screams “please ruin me.” I kept catching myself going “ok, last tweak” and then changing three more sub options because I wanted her to be just a little bit more broken, or just a bit thicker, or just a bit more addicted to group cock. It’s like min-maxing in an RPG, except the build is “perfect office slut for prostitution squad” instead of paladin.

The real crack here is how your choices bleed into her whole personality. You don’t just slap on big ass, big tits, done. You pick into stuff like obedience, intelligence, kinks, and the game spits out not only a new look but a new name, new speech style, the way she talks about sex, how she reacts to being used as a toy by a team of bored technicians. Sometimes she ends up still kind of sassy, like a bimbo who knows she’s being turned into company property and half likes it, half fights it. Other times she’s just gone, glassy-eyed ahegao, spit on her chin, brain scrambled by repeated anal and multiple penetration tests. The best part for me was that moment when you push one stat a bit too far and suddenly she’s describing herself with this filthy internal monologue like “I’m such a good slave if they keep filling my pussy and ass I’ll work harder” and you realize yeah, you broke her in exactly the way this awful corporation wanted. There is a small annoyance where the game loves to tease stuff like lactation, sex toys, bukkake testing, group evaluation sessions and you’re poking through options trying to trigger that one combo again, because you swear you saw it once and then the system keeps throwing another variant instead. The budget limit thing is kind of rude too. You’re counting down how many edits are left, trying to squeeze in one more body transformation and one more mind control tweak, while the UI basically laughs at you. And then you finish a run, think “ok, that was a nice obedient oral-focused office slut,” restart, and two minutes later you’re turning her into some degraded anal-obsessed trainer pet with a new haircut and a fresh company nickname, like that’s just normal HR work in this place.

The game throws you into this weirdly cozy horror setup that feels like someone mashed a ghost story with a horny family drama and then forgot to clean up the script. You arrive at this old family estate with your aunt, she’s supposed to be all professional and focused on taking photos for the sale, but the whole place just screams “nope”. There’s that vibe like the house is watching, but at the same time your eyes are stuck on your aunt’s tits because the dev made damn sure every camera angle reminds you she’s not your sweet innocent relative from Sunday lunch. The pacing is slow in a good way, like a kinetic novel that wants you to marinate in the tension, sexual and paranormal both. Nothing to click, no grind, you’re basically strapped in and forced to watch this car crash of repressed family stuff, ghost shit, and heavy milf energy. Sometimes it feels too slow, like the engine is idling, but then she bends over to adjust the tripod and the whole scene wakes up.

What really threw me off at first is how the horror and the sex keep stealing scenes from each other. One moment your aunt is joking around about the creaking floors and you kind of relax, next moment there’s a shadow behind her in the hallway and she’s pressing into you, “for safety”, tits squished against your chest, and you’re not thinking about ghosts anymore. The 3dcg is inconsistent, honestly. Some shots of her big ass in tight pants look like they belong in a high-end Patreon build, then another angle hits and her face goes a bit uncanny, but in a way it actually fits the haunted house feeling. There’s this early scene where the power flickers while she’s in the bathroom, she calls you in because “the door is stuck”, and the camera insists on her wet skin, nipples hard, towel barely hanging on, while something in the mirror clearly moves wrong. That mix of “I want to fuck her” and “I should run out of this house” is the core of the game. It’s messy, it’s horny, it’s not subtle, and it doesn’t even try to be.

The incest angle is not teased, it’s just embraced like the dev grew up on the most degenerate fanfics. She talks to you like you’re still the kid she used to babysit, but every touch lingers too long, every joke about “you’ve grown” has this filthy undercurrent. Later, when she can’t sleep and shows up in your room in just a shirt, the game goes full into oral and vaginal territory with that guilty romance tone, like both of you know it’s fucked up and still don’t stop. The paranormal side doesn’t stay in the background either. There are monster girl vibes creeping in, with something in the house that slips into dreams and starts using sex toys on her while you’re forced to watch, or maybe you’re the one imagining it, or maybe the house is. It’s not fully clear, and it kind of works. You get this scene where she’s masturbating in a dark room, thinking you’re asleep, whispering your name, and a second model seems to overlay on her body for a frame or two, like some other female shape is riding her. I thought my player bugged until I replayed it. Still no idea if that was on purpose, but it made the whole paranormal romance thing feel more fanfic than canon, and I liked that. The humor is hit or miss, some lines sound like they were written in Google Translate, but as a non-native myself it actually gave it this weird charm, like reading a horny Wattpad story that found a 3D engine and decided to go wild. It’s clunky, sexy, sometimes stupid, sometimes surprisingly hot, and the house kind of ends up feeling like another jealous character watching you fuck your own aunt in its rooms.

Whole thing starts pretty normal. You walk out in this kinda shitty neighborhood, cracked sidewalks, ugly parked cars, barking dog on loop, and then suddenly there is her place. Too clean. Too shiny. Big house that just screams “I’m better than you, fuck off.” And yeah, that blonde. Perfect hair, ass like somebody sculpted it in Blender for three days, tits that do not belong on this street at all. Game throws you straight into that feeling: you are broke, bored, horny, and this rich princess just dropped in like a challenge.

What I really liked is how it makes you feel like a creep but also kinda proud of it. You start simple, just spying from the window, phone in your hand, hoping your recording app will pick up something good. She moves around inside in these tiny shorts that ride up every time she bends over, and the sound design actually sells it. You hear the soft slap of bare feet on the floorboards, the clink of her wine glass, this little annoyed sigh she does when her laptop doesn’t load. Super small detail, but after a while you start to know her sounds the way you know your favorite porn performer’s moans. Not gonna lie, one of my favorite bits is when you catch her late at night on the couch, hand sliding inside her panties, those wet finger sounds are filthy and way louder than they should realistically be, but I am not complaining. Or maybe I am. Sometimes it’s so loud it feels like her pussy has its own microphone and compressor. Still hot though.

The game slowly pushes you from casual peeping into real scumbag territory. You follow her, dig through her trash, snap pics, listen under doors. There is one scene where she falls asleep on top of the covers, those massive tits half out, and you get the “you could leave… or you could touch” moment. And when you do not leave, the audio goes from gentle breathing to these tiny sleep-gasps when your hand slides under her. That half-awake, confused whimper when she squirms but doesn’t fully wake up? Nasty in the exact way people who search for this kind of game want. I kinda hated myself and still replayed it three times.

Besides her, there is the older neighbor with thick thighs and that soft “I’m pretending I don’t like this” voice. She talks through the wall sometimes, arguing on the phone, and the echo effect is actually better than some big studio games I worked with. But then in a different scene, the moans sound weirdly dry, like recorded in a closet on a cheap USB mic. Quality jumps around a bit, like the dev had two different recordists and one of them was in a hurry. Also the lip sync on the blowjob scene is slightly off, which is funny because the slurping audio is insane. Wet, messy, borderline cartoonish, like her mouth is a washing machine full of spit. Completely unrealistic, totally effective.

There is also this whole investigation vibe, where you poke into her secret, figure out why someone with that much money and attitude decided to live beside a guy who jerks off behind blinds. You unlock new scenes by finding the right clue or catching her at the wrong time. One time I failed a choice and instead of the planned sexy moment, she just shut the door in my face and the only SFX was this sad little door latch click and footsteps fading away. Hurt my soul a bit. But yeah, the best moments are when you corner her with what you know, and she goes from arrogant to scared to horny in like three lines. Voice acting tries to sell that and sometimes nails it, sometimes it sounds like she is reading a grocery list about getting blackmailed into being your personal toy. I wish they redid a couple lines, but they probably won’t.

Anyway, if you like being the sneaky asshole on the wrong side of the law, sneaking around, listening at vents, jerking off while your new neighbor moans your name without admitting she wants you, this thing definitely knows what it is doing. Even when it kinda fucks up, it still feels dirty in a good way. Just don’t expect to feel like a hero. You are the perv with a hard cock, a cheap phone full of compromising pics, and a rich girl next door who really should have picked another street.

Lydia feels like that girl in every campus brochure who looks perfect but you know deep inside she’s one bad day away from losing her shit. She’s got the neat uniform, the top grades, the polite smile, the “yes, sir, thank you, sir” thing going on, and it’s all hanging on scholarships and not pissing off the wrong people. Then she does exactly that. One mistake, one moment where she thinks she can be a normal horny teenager instead of a porcelain doll, and suddenly someone has receipts. Real ones. Not cute drama. The kind that can crush her record, her money, her family. And this guy doesn’t scream, doesn’t rage. He just smiles like a patient shark and starts telling her what to wear, where to be, who can touch what, and how wide to open her mouth if she wants to keep breathing easy.

At first it’s small stuff that already feels huge. Keep the skirt shorter than regulation. No panties to class. Let his hand stay on her thigh when others are watching, pretend it’s normal, pretend it doesn’t burn her skin. Lydia is still technically “pure”, still clinging to that little word while he makes her use her hands and lips on him in some empty classroom where the smell of cheap whiteboard markers mixes with cum. She hates how fast she learns to swallow without gagging. She also hates that a tiny part of her is relieved she did it right. The story doesn’t jump straight to wild orgies; it creeps. One private blowjob turns into him inviting a “friend” to watch. Then to join. She gets pushed to her knees in a locked hallway, thick cocks brushing her lips while she tries to keep her eyes down, and all of it under those harsh school lights that make everything look colder. She’s supposed to be a good girl, but then there’s a scene where she’s forced to stand in just her unbuttoned blouse in front of the window, nipples pressing through the fabric, while he “inspects” her, and you can see that slow shift from pure panic to that fucked-up mix of shame and heat. It’s not magical corruption. It’s more like watching a dam crack one hairline at a time.

The gallery nature of this thing is obvious, but not in a lazy way. Poses linger. Her ass is ridiculous, honestly, pushed up and framed in that tight skirt or bare and red from his hand when he finally starts spanking her for hesitating. You see the handprints later while she’s riding him, like bruised signatures. There’s this one moment in a locker room where she’s cornered by a couple of guys he “approved” for her, and the camera stays low, focused on her thighs spread on the bench, uniform half on, half off, her panties stuffed in her mouth to keep her quiet while one of them pushes in raw. No fade to black, just slow, messy penetration and her trying not to cry, then failing, then moaning through the tears. Another time, she’s pushed on a desk, surrounded, faces mostly out of frame, just bodies, hands, cocks. One in her mouth, one in her pussy, someone smacking her ass because she isn’t moving her hips enough, and she’s so full she almost looks surprised. When they finally pull out and cover her face and tits with thick white, it stays on her eyelashes, dripping from her lips while she still tries to catch her breath. That kind of bukkake that doesn’t look glamorous, more like they used her as a canvas. Which, as curator, I kind of respect. Skin as exhibition surface.

The corruption arc is the main line, but it actually breathes. Lydia starts as this tightly wound, almost boring honor student, and little by little you see her posture change. At first she flinches when someone gropes her in the hallway because he ordered it. Later, she just stiffens, then doesn’t. She tells herself it’s survival, but when she’s ordered to “entertain” a group and ends up bent over, taking one deep inside while another girl films on her phone, you can tell she’s not just enduring anymore. There’s a scene after one especially rough group session, with a creampie that leaks down her thigh while she walks across campus in her uniform, wetness soaking into those knee-high socks, and she keeps pulling her skirt down, paranoid everyone can see. Nobody says anything. That humiliation hits harder than the spanking. I kind of wish the story let her win once, just a tiny victory, but it stubbornly keeps her in that space where any choice is already compromised. The kinetic format means no escape routes for you either. No “good girl” path where she stays virgin and untouched. You just follow her down, room by room: classroom groping, bathroom handjob, office blackmail, street corner “favor” that isn’t quite prostitution until it very clearly is. Cash in her hand, cum inside her and on her face, uniform stained, and that tightrope she walked at the start? It’s long gone. Now it’s just her, her body, and the people who decided it’s theirs too.

City of Libon looks like one of those chill fantasy hubs from some JRPG at first, pretty trees, long-eared ladies walking around, everything peaceful… then you realize every single elf around you is basically one bad day away from begging you to breed her senseless. The game doesn’t pretend to be classy about it. There’s a curse, nobody’s getting pregnant, and your dick is the only one that still works for baby-making. That’s the whole deal. I kinda respect how direct it is. No hundred lines of lore, no boring “chosen one prophecy”, just “your cum fixes elves, now get to work.” And suddenly you’re having awkwardly funny conversations where everyone is half-flirting, half-treating you like walking fertility clinic.

Meliara, the elf mage who drags you into this mess, is probably going to be the main reason a lot of people stay. She’s got that serious bookworm face, long ears, nice ass that doesn’t match how cold she tries to sound, and she talks to you like you’re a lab rat she’s secretly horny for. It’s hilarious. One second she’s all “this is for serious research” and next thing she’s sitting on your lap, pretending it’s only to measure something “for magical reasons” while your cock is pressed right against her. The story scenes slide into horny moments very fast, but never really feel like someone flipped a switch. You’ll be talking about the curse, she’ll ask you some fake “clinical” questions, and then she’s pumping you with her hand, watching your face like it’s another data point. I liked the small expressions they give her too, like how she tries to stay poker face even with her tongue hanging a bit when she gets that stupid ahegao look mid-creampie. There is one thing that annoyed me: she keeps making these little comments about the city layout and some past war, but the game never lets you actually explore those places. Why mention some forbidden grove if I’m never going to pound someone against a tree there? That thing stuck in my brain way more than it should and then the game just moves on like nothing. Whatever. The actual action makes up for it most of the time. You get choices in dialog where you can be more sweet, more cocky, or just horny and blunt, and it changes how they react in bed later, which is nice. Not like huge “branching story” nice, but enough that when an older elf with thick tits and soft belly leans over a table and you tell her she looks better filled than any wine barrel in Libon, she actually blushes and doesn’t just give generic line. Then again, sometimes you say something rough and the next line feels like it came from another scene, but you kinda just click ahead because the next CG smacks your brain anyway.

Sex-wise, the game is not shy at all. Big asses everywhere, soft bellies, huge tits that actually bounce a bit between frames when you’re fucking them, like those cheap but hot gifs people repost on Reddit. Early on it leans harder on handjobs and teasing, almost like they want you a bit frustrated before you finally get to sink in. I liked that they let the camera sit on the moment your dick pushes in for vaginal for the first time with each girl, there’s something about that tiny pause where you see her stretch around you that hits nice. Creampies are the main event of course, because of the whole fertility thing, so you’re pretty much encouraged to unload inside everyone. It’s not just a “white screen, done” moment either. They show it dripping, they show the elf’s face going from controlled to stupid-happy, sometimes even a little heart popping next to her pupils while she’s doing full ahegao, mouth open, like she just unlocked some new fetish. There’s one scene with a monster girl type, kind of half-elf with weird features, where she rides you so hard your choice is literally “beg her to slow down” or “grab her ass and thrust back like an animal”, and both lead to different animations of you stuffing her full. That one stuck in my head because the angle is low, all you see is her ass slamming down, your cock disappearing inside, and you hear her talk about wanting to “steal all that seed just for myself” while pretending she cares about saving her city. She doesn’t. None of them do. They just want to be bred, and the dating sim talking just makes it funnier, like everyone is trying to put romance and humor on top of pure, shameless breeding kink. It’s messy, it’s not perfect, sometimes dialog feels like it was written half-awake, but it hits that horny brain spot where you keep clicking “next” even when you told yourself you’d stop after one more scene.

T is this feral dude who grew up literally with wolves, and the game really leans on that. Not in some epic heroic way, more like: this guy doesn’t understand clothes, personal space, or why you shouldn’t sniff people’s necks for too long. First time he stumbles on the camp with the two step-sisters, it’s this weird mix of survival panic and horny curiosity. You feel it right away that the “wolf” in him doesn’t care if it’s cold, dark, or you’re lost in the forest, his brain is just: food, danger, soft skin. I was pausing scenes to grab GIFs and half my folder is just his confused, hungry stare right before he reaches for a thigh or presses a girl against a tree like she’s some warm, squirming trophy. The animations are not super smooth Marvel movie style or whatever, but the way hips grind and tits bounce when he pins someone down felt dirty in that “this shouldn’t look this hot” way. There’s this one moment when one of the sisters is shivering beside the campfire and he just walks up, sniffs her hair, and pulls her into his lap like he’s claiming her. The camera lingers on the way her ass sits in his hands and yeah, that one looped on my screen for way too long.

Story side, it’s a visual novel so you’re clicking through choices, but the survival stuff actually matters. You’re not just picking “nice guy” or “asshole” lines. Food, shelter, how you move in the forest, how reckless you let T be with his strength, that all changes how the girls react. Sometimes they see him as this scary beast, sometimes as a weird protector, sometimes they’re clearly turned on but trying to act like they’re not. That slow corruption is the juice here. The game likes to tease you with half-rough moments, where he doesn’t know his own strength and just hoists a girl over his shoulder, ass in the air, and you’re left hanging if it’ll turn into comfort or into him grinding her into the dirt while she pretends to fight back. I wish there was an option to make him even more feral in dialogue, less “guy who suddenly speaks normal English”, but whatever, they won’t change that. Also there’s one scene where the camera angle is obsessed with a single butt cheek for like twenty seconds and it lowkey annoyed me because the other cheek looked better and you never get a clean shot. Still, the way the game plays with taming him, or maybe he’s the one taming them, that back and forth is messy and horny in a way that sticks in your head long after you close the browser and check your download folder for all the stupid GIFs you just made.

Guy comes back to the old neighborhood thinking it will be just some nostalgia walk and suddenly every woman around him is either someone he used to dream about or someone who looks like trouble in a beautiful way. The whole thing feels like you opened an old photo folder on Google Photos and it started talking back, asking why you left, why you never said what you really wanted, why you were such a little coward before. You play as this dude who was basically a shy virgin romantic type, and now life throws him face first into all the shit he never really dealt with: first crush, older woman who always looked too good in tight jeans, the one that got away, all that emotional chaos, except now their asses and tits are bigger and the stakes are higher. One scene you’re having a soft, slow moment on a couch, hand shaking as you slide up a warm thigh for the first time, her breathing changing, and the next scene she’s grinding on your lap in a dim room, whispering in your ear that she waited for you to finally grow some balls.

What I liked is how the teasing is actually part of the story and not just an excuse to show nipples every two clicks. They let you sit in the tension. Like there’s this kitchen scene where the milf character leans over you, tits almost falling out of her top, pretending she’s just reaching for something on the shelf, and nothing really happens, but everything happens in your head. You can feel the main guy trying to stay polite while his eyes keep dropping to her chest. Then later, when she finally pulls your hand onto her big soft ass while kissing you slow, it feels like payoff from a long chat history, not some random porn popup. The girls are all that perfect internet-level hot, big tits that are made to spill out of bras, asses that fill the whole screen when the camera gets lazy and zooms in too close, but the tone is weirdly gentle at the same time. Romantic and horny at once. It sometimes drags with too much talking about feelings in long Ren’Py text boxes, like bro, I get it, you’re sad about the past, please get back to pressing her against the wall, but then there’s a line or little animation that hits you right and you forget you were annoyed. It is clumsy, not super polished, sometimes the pose looks stiff or the face is a bit off, but that almost fits the whole “past mistakes, trying again” thing. It’s like watching amateur porn where everyone is actually into each other and also oversharing. You click through, you pick your answers, you mess up, you reload a save because you were too cold to the sweet girl and now you want to see her melt when you finally touch her like you mean it, and the game just keeps going, mixing soft romance, rougher kisses, and those big bodies pressed against you until you forget what you planned to do today.

Blood on fresh snow and a dick getting sucked in the back room of a shitty bar is kind of the mood here. The story starts on that one winter night when the MC’s parents get butchered, and the game just refuses to let you forget it. You’re playing this guy who’s stuck somewhere between grief and horny, trying to keep his shit together while he chases clues through a city wrapped in Christmas lights. One moment he’s staring at police tape and frozen bloodstains, next moment a thick-ass MILF in a tight red sweater is pressing her tits on him “to comfort him” and you already know where that’s going. It feels weirdly real how he’s messed up, snapping at people, then five minutes later getting a handjob in a parked car because he’s desperate for any warmth. But then it also throws in some really cartoon-level stuff, like a pimp in a Santa coat and hookers in elf hats, and you just go with it because the game clearly doesn’t care about tone in a normal way.

What actually hooked me was how the romance and the filth tangle together. There’s a girl he knew from before everything went to shit, kind of the “good one”, soft voice, big coat, always acting like she’s worried he’ll lose himself. The first time you kiss her, it’s in the cold outside a cheap xmas market, and you can almost feel the snowflakes on her eyelashes. Then the camera casually slides down later when she’s on her knees between his legs, breath steaming in the air while she takes him into her mouth. It’s not soft-focus bullshit either: wet sounds, spit, her hand stroking his cock while he tries not to cry and moan at the same time. There’s also this insane scene with a curvy black escort in a motel decorated with plastic snowflakes where you can push her from teasing lapdance to rough vaginal pounding, and you see every jiggle of that big ass while colored lights from the sad little tree blink on her skin. The game lets you whore yourself out for info, or pay for it, or try to romance your way through, and sometimes you think there’s a “right” choice, then it slaps you with some twist like the sweetest girl ratting you out, or the violent one suddenly protecting you. Sex isn’t just reward, sometimes it’s a trap or a trade, like when you let a lonely older woman with ridiculous big tits “help” you for Christmas and wake up with new clues and some blood on the floor that wasn’t there before. It’s messy, a bit mean, strangely tender in spots, and every time you think “ok, this is just porn now”, someone gets hurt or someone falls in love mid-creampie and the whole thing spins sideways again.

War here doesn’t feel like some clean fantasy story. The first scene that really stuck with me is just you walking through Veskar after another attack, and there are these small quiet details that make it feel wrong in a good way. A toy half buried in ash. A vendor stall burned out but the tits on the wanted posters still staring back at you like nothing happened. The game keeps doing that rhythm, mixing brutal shit with horny stuff, and it kind of messes with your head. You play as Nathan, but I honestly forgot his name half the time because I kept renaming him to stupid things. He’s supposed to be one of the last of this powerful family, PTSD as hell, and the story actually takes that seriously at times. Then two minutes later you’re pressed up against a wall by a milf officer with armor that somehow has room for those huge curves but no space for a normal neckline. I liked that whiplash. I also hated it. It made some scenes feel extra dirty, like you’re getting off in between air raids.

The supernatural stuff takes over slowly. At first it’s just talk about elves and magic and this Empress who’s basically committing genocide, pretty standard. Then you start noticing that the monsters you fight are not just enemies, they’re potential lovers, or at least potential “shove your cock in this terrifying thing” moments. There’s this one monster girl with a body that looks soft and thick in all the right places, but her eyes are wrong and she moves like something out of a horror game on Steam that people speedrun on Twitch. You think you’re about to get a big heroic boss fight. Instead it turns into this weird trancey seduction where she’s half trying to eat you and half trying to ride you. I was kind of disturbed and also very into it. On Discord I told a friend “this game is fucked” and then I immediately loaded the quicksave just to see if the other dialogue choice changed how she moaned. It didn’t, which annoyed me way more than it should have, and I kept thinking about that single reused sound for like ten minutes while everything else was happening on screen, like the city falling apart and these mystical conspiracies piling up in the background.

Sex scenes are mostly slow burn at first. Lots of talking, sometimes too much talking, like a horny VN that wanted to be a mystery novel but got distracted by its own boobs. There’s a scene with a big ass elf woman interrogating you, and the camera keeps lingering on the way she crosses her legs, and it’s honestly hotter than some of the full nudity later. When the clothes finally come off, the bodies are thick, heavy, exaggerated in that way that makes you want to zoom in, which of course you can’t, and I kept trying to lean closer to the screen like that would help. The urban fantasy side keeps leaking in: fucking in half destroyed apartments, magical symbols glowing across pale skin while you’re pounding into her, monster claws digging into your back when you climax. It’s not “nice” sex, more like desperate and messy, like everyone knows they might get wiped out by a spell in the morning so they fuck like animals at night. I kind of wish the horror had more actual scares, but maybe it’s better this way, just this constant quiet dread under all the moaning. If you play, don’t rush through the scenes. Let the dialogue drag sometimes, stare at the background, read the way characters shift from soldier to slut and back. The hottest stuff happens in those tiny moments where you realize they’re as scared as you are and still spreading their legs anyway.