This thing feels like someone took Prototype, deleted all the fake tragic backstory, then said “ok but what if the goo suit just wanted to fuck everything that moves.” You’re this dude who basically wakes up with an alien symbiote living under his skin, and instead of turning you into a dark brooding antihero, it’s like: “hey, that woman has huge tits, let’s see what happens if we plug into her nervous system and make her horny out of nowhere.” The story pretends to be about sci‑fi conspiracies and monster experiments and superpowers, but every second line of dialogue is low-key flirting or outright dirty talk, and half of it sounds like it was translated in Google Translate then massaged by someone who reads too much AO3. As a linguist I kinda loved that. Whole scenes where the alien struggles with idioms and it turns into accidental innuendo. “I will fill this gap in your social circle” is a thing it says at one point. The girl thinks he means her pussy. Honestly, same.

The sandbox structure is where the pervy linguistics really shows. You’re wandering around the city, picking who to corrupt, who to romance, and who to just use as living fleshlight, and the writing flips tones so fast it feels almost broken, but in a good way. One moment you have almost sweet romance with a shy cosplayer MILF who’s into goofy superhero outfits, the next the symbiote casually suggests testing anal elasticity “for combat purposes” like that is a normal tactical note. Choices usually boil down to “play it nice, tease her slowly, build tension” or “let the alien push and melt her brain with tentacles and mental corruption right away.” Sometimes both paths land in the same creampie scene anyway, just with different dirty talk, and yeah that sounds lazy, but then you catch this tiny variation in how she calls you “master” or how she hesitates before going full exhibitionist on a rooftop, and it hits different. The game clearly knows its own trashiness and kinda rolls in it. There is this one route where you basically grow a living sex toy out of your arm, and the script keeps dancing around how to name it. “Extension,” “organ,” “auxiliary probe,” never just “dick.” As if the alien learned English from PubMed abstracts and Pornhub comments at the same time.

Combat and management parts exist, sure, but they feel like foreplay for the next porn scene rather than real systems. You level up “tendrils” and “control” and “density,” and every upgrade is secretly just code for new ways to fuck: more tentacles to bind a monster girl, more control to edge a cheating wife until she begs, more density so the MC can pull off these ridiculous big ass pounding animations without snapping in half. The corruption angle is messy as hell. Sometimes it is hot, a slow slide where the girl starts with normal blows and handjobs, then slowly asks you to use the alien on her, ends up screaming for anal while the symbiote records her reactions like some creepy sex scientist. Other times it jumps from “I don’t know you” to “yes please tentacle gangbang me in the alley where people can see” in one click, and the game doesn’t even try to justify it. I wish they gave one or two heroines less brain-melting and more actual romance, but then I catch myself replaying the same scene where the alien puppets your body and forces you to watch in your own head while it uses her throat like a toy, and I realize I’m not here for emotional nuance. Also the facial animation sometimes clips weird, like her saying this very serious line about how she “belongs to the hive now” while her mouth clearly shapes something closer to “fuck my throat,” which is either a bug or an inside joke. Hard to tell. Either way, you get a horny alien, a city full of big tits and big asses, and this strange shifting tone between goofy sci‑fi, half-baked romance, and unapologetic monster porn that just keeps poking at your brain like the symbiote itself.

You start as this guy who runs back to his hometown like some cheap drama MC, thinking he’ll get a peaceful reset. Yeah, no. The moment you walk into that new school, the whole “fresh start” thing just gets buried under mountains of tits and horny problems. Classes feel like a background prop. The real “curriculum” is figuring out how far you can push each girl before things explode in your face, in a good way or a very messy one. Teachers with blouses that don’t know what a button is, a strict milf who talks about discipline while her boobs are basically a physics test, old childhood friends who suddenly grew up in all the right places. Everyone acts like you’re this trouble magnet with a dark past, but then they lean closer instead of backing away, and you notice the game really likes that slow, shameless teasing where the MC acts all casual while his hand is sliding higher every minute.

What caught me more than I wanted to admit is how the game treats control. It is not subtle. You are not some shy passive guy who only watches. You watch a lot, yes, like a damn voyeur hiding behind corners and peeking through doors when the busty homeroom teacher changes clothes or when the “respectable” mom thinks nobody is seeing her playing with herself in the living room at night. Then, when you finally step in, the story always finds excuses for you to take over. You pull girls into empty classrooms, squeeze their tits over their uniforms just to see how long they keep pretending they don’t like it, whisper filthy things in their ears while your powers make their knees weak. The superpower angle is fun in a very perverted way. You can use it to freeze time for a second to grab an ass, or mess a bit with someone’s senses so they feel your touch more intense than they should. Sometimes it feels almost too much, then the girl moans your name and you forget you were trying to be morally correct five minutes ago.

What I actually didn’t expect was that it tries to throw romance and feelings into this horny soup. One moment you’re pressing a curvy milf up against her kitchen counter, fingers under her skirt, listening to her gasp that her son could walk in any second. Next moment you’re sitting on a rooftop with another girl, talking about regrets and futures while the game pretends it is a wholesome school story. It is not wholesome. Even the “sweet” scenes are built to make you imagine what happens after the fade, like when a blushing classmate thanks you for helping her with homework and the camera angle very gently reminds you of the size of her chest. There is a clumsy charm in how unpolished everything feels. Some dialogues read like the dev forgot what the character personality was half way, sometimes a scene cuts weirdly fast right when it gets intense, but that roughness kind of matches the MC’s whole vibe. He is not a perfect gentleman. You are there to touch what you want, stare as long as you like, collect a messy half-romantic, half-porn harem in a school that should absolutely lose its accreditation, and hope your past never catches up enough to ruin all that dirty fun.

Three words first: messy, horny, fated.

This one hit me weird. I loaded it up thinking, ok, just jerk-off material, circus skins, clown tits, whatever. Then suddenly I am creeping around this fucked up circus at night, clicking through tents, poking at notes, checking receipts, reading angry diaries, and in my head I’m like “wait… who the hell is lying to me?” It is point and click, yeah, but not in that lazy way where you just spam click everything. You actually sit there squinting at a poster, noticing some scribbled name in the corner, then later that name drops again in a blowjob scene and your brain just freezes like, shit, she is involved too. Every girl has this “mask” thing going on. They talk sweet, smile pretty, ride your dick, then a little animation flashes in their eyes and you catch hatred there for half a second. It feels like you are fucking suspects, not just random porn dolls, and honestly that is hot as hell. Destiny believer speaking here: it felt like some of those scenes were written for me personally, like yeah, I was supposed to find this girl, in this exact tent, at this exact bad decision.

Sex scenes are shameless as fuck. No “romantic fade to black” bullshit. Tongues, spit, the wet sounds are stuck in my head like some shitty TikTok song. First time I triggered a threesome it wasn’t even clear if I did it right, I just picked the more arrogant dialog choice and boom, two girls on their knees fighting for my cock. The animations are simple but dirty in a good way, like cheap porn gif that just loops at the perfect angle while she drools with that ahegao face. Creampie all over the place. Sometimes the MC pulls out just to fuck with them, sometimes he holds their face down while he empties inside and you see her twitch. The BDSM vibe is more “you are a twisted detective who learned how to talk girls into doing insane shit” than hardcore dungeon, which I kinda like. One scene with the milf in the trailer, where she pretends she hates you, pushes you away, then ends up on the table with her legs tied and your hand on her throat, that thing stayed in my mind during my entire boring Teams meeting later. By the way, the lesbian parts are short but they feel like something you catch by accident, spying behind a curtain, which actually makes them hotter than long scripted stuff.

What caught me off guard is how much the story wants you to accuse people. Literally everyone can be the villain if you want, and the game just shrugs and goes “ok, your destiny, deal with it.” You can be a bastard and throw an innocent girl under the bus because you liked another one’s tits more. I did one route where I protected my favorite contortionist girl, even though some clues were screaming she was guilty. Then the ending twisted it in my face and I sat there half pissed, half turned on. This is not a nice detective. You’re not Sherlock, you are more like a horny psychic pretending the universe brings you the right pussy if you follow the clues “correctly.” Sometimes the logic feels off, like you click something that obviously matters and the MC just goes “hm” and nothing happens till later, which made me want to punch my screen. Also, the inventory is small but for some reason I kept confusing two similar-looking notes and that still annoys me. But yeah, roaming through circus tents, knowing any conversation can suddenly slide into a blowjob against a wagon wall, or a group sex scene in the main arena with a whole harem of suspects, while you are still trying to remember who lied about the missing money… it scratches some weird itch. Like watching a crime documentary while your dick is out. Bad idea. Great idea. I’m not sure.

Game starts with this guy walking out of prison, and it already feels messy in a good way. He’s not some cool superhero, he’s pissed, confused, still kind of broken, and also ridiculously horny at the worst possible moments. You’re thrown into this mix of murder-mystery and pure perv fantasy where your dreams are not just dreams, they’re like drunk portals into crazy other worlds. One moment you’re talking to a serious MILF with a “I pay my bills on time” face, next moment you’re standing in front of a monster girl with glowing eyes and tits that look like they’re about to cause property damage. Somehow the game makes it feel normal that you can go from talking about your dead father to getting a sloppy blowjob in a half-ruined sci‑fi corridor lit by weird neon.

What I really liked is how the game keeps switching tones without warning. You’re in this quiet scene, sitting on a couch with a girl who used to know your dad, she’s asking about your time in prison, you’re thinking “ok, serious moment now”, then she crosses her legs and her skirt rides up just a bit too high, and the camera stays there a few seconds longer than it should. There is so much teasing. Girls masturbate when they think you’re not watching, but you are watching, because of course you are, the whole voyeur thing is strong here. You get POV shots when you eat them out, when they ride your face, when they ride your dick, when they grind that big ass on you until you forget there was even a plot. There is anal, there is titfucking, there is full creampie with that stupidly loud ahegao face that makes you roll your eyes and still click “again”. One scene with a cosplayed elf girl using a glowing sex toy like it’s some legendary artifact is still stuck in my head, mostly because the toy has more visual detail than one of the side characters’ faces. Priorities.

The harem part creeps up slowly. At first it feels like “ok, romance, I’ll pick one route”, then suddenly you’re juggling a stacked milf, a shy virgin with insane potential, a sarcastic monster girl who wants to choke you and get choked, and a dominant chick who will literally put her foot on your chest during a blowjob just to remind you who’s in charge. And weird thing, the game lets you switch between male domination and female domination vibes without making a big deal about it. One night you have a girl kneeling, drooling on your cock, begging for your cum, the next night you’re the one being used like a toy, her toes stroking your shaft while she scrolls on her phone like this is just Tuesday. The humor hits in strange places too: in one dream sequence you unlock some random superpower, absolutely wild, and you think it will be a big thing for combat or something, but it ends up mostly helping you undress girls faster and blast a monster’s bikini off. There is this tiny UI sound when you choose where to cum that drives me crazy because it’s slightly delayed, like half a second late, and I swear it ruins my rhythm every damn time and they’re never going to fix it. Still, when you’re balls deep in some interracial group scene with two girls licking your shaft and another one guiding you inside her dripping pussy in POV, you kind of stop caring if the little button sound is off. Or you care a lot, but your hand keeps clicking anyway.

Ravenhollow feels like someone mixed a gothic dating sim with a horny monster manual and then forgot to add common sense. You’re this scientist guy, supposedly serious, coming to write a thesis about “anomalous phenomena,” and five minutes later you’re giving gifts to a pouty vampire with huge tits and wondering if she’ll let you suck something that is definitely not her blood. The village looks all quiet and academic at first, then your brain does a double take because every “subject of observation” has a big ass, a tiny waist, and eyes that say “please study my oral technique instead.” It’s kind of romantic, kind of fucked up, and the game is very proud of not deciding which one it wants to be. I liked that. I hated that. Depends on the click. You walk around this sandbox town, check your map, manage schedules, pick where to go, who to stalk, what to research, and inside your head you’re basically running a university grant for creampies.

The best part is how the girls are written and then completely ruined by your own choices. You meet this goth girl clearly inspired by Wednesday Addams, but here she has her own name, her own vibe, black clothes, deadpan sarcasm, that “I read murder case files for fun” aura, and she looks at you like you’re some dumb lab rat. Great. Perfect. Then two events later you’re pinning her to a dark corridor wall after a combat win, there is vaginal sex on the screen, her hair is a mess, she’s talking trash and moaning at the same time, and your “scientific notes” might as well be Pornhub comments. The game pretends to be romance, with dating, gifts, picking answers in dialogue, trying not to be a complete asshole. But after you trigger one of the H scenes, the tone goes straight to filth: sloppy oral, teasing, big animated tits bouncing while you decide if you’re finishing inside or painting her goth stockings. Romance, sure. With creampie options. Sometimes the writing hits this weird sweet spot where the girl is roasting you and blushing while you manage her affection meter like it’s a stock market, and sometimes a line sounds like it escaped from Google Translate, but that kind of matches the “I made this with AI and unholy energy” vibe of the art.

Anyway, the combat. Nobody clicks this game mainly for combat and yet here we are, trying to min-max turn-based battles because losing might lock you out of a date with a werewolf girl who wants to rip your clothes and your sanity. You choose skills, buff yourself, debuff some monster girl, win, then go straight back to picking which sexy cryptid to visit at sunset. There’s resource management, affection systems, stats to raise, this whole “management” layer like you’re running a pervy field study: time, money, items, research progress, and under all that you’re just thinking “which goth ass am I seeing next.” I liked checking my phone in-game like it was WhatsApp, seeing a message from some gloomy cutie asking why I didn’t visit her, while in real life I was alt-tabbing to Spotify and Discord to answer people with a straight face. The harem direction creeps up on you too: at first you’re doing careful romance with one girl, then suddenly you have three different monster girls half-naked in your quest log, each complaining you’re not giving them enough attention, and you’re treating their panties like Pokémon you gotta collect. The teasing is constant, animated scenes pop at the right times, sometimes at totally stupid times, and that’s half the charm. Or none of it. Depends if you came for the thesis or for the goth girl’s thighs.

Shawn’s story feels like watching that quiet IT guy from work suddenly get thrown into a softcore soap opera full of bad decisions, nice tits and way too many choices for someone who forgets where he put his keys. You play this skinny nerd stuck in an electronics store, the kind of dude who knows every spec on a phone but still freaks out when a girl bends over too close. Around him you got three women circling like horny sharks: the freeloader roommate who wears your shirts without pants, her friend who roasts you so hard you half-chub from the bullying, and the coworker who treats you like human wallpaper until you somehow talk your way between her legs. The whole thing runs as a sandbox, so you just wander around town, go to work, text girls, send stupid selfies, buy shit you can’t afford, and slowly turn Shawn from walking doormat into something between romantic nice guy, manipulative asshole, or complete hentai-brain pervert. Sometimes all three in one afternoon if you click wrong.

What I like is how the game doesn’t throw scenes at you like a cheap gallery. You actually have to pay attention. Want that titfuck scene with the MILF? Better remember her birthday, the outfit she liked, and not spam her with five horny texts in a row like a desperate teenager. You’re juggling mood bars, affection, lust, jealousy, schedules, and your tiny paycheck. I was stuck in this dumb loop for a while where I kept calling one girl for booty calls and then forgetting I had a date with another, so I’d show up late, broke, and tired, and she’d just look at me like trash. Then two days later she’s riding my face in the bedroom because I picked the right teasing option in a park event. It’s messy in a way that feels closer to real dating than most porn games with instant blowjob button. You do your morning shift at the store, get mocked by your coworker, check hints, send some flirty messages on the toilet, then at night you’re fingering her in a dark movie theater because you finally pushed her corruption high enough. The art sells it pretty hard: big asses, big tits, soft bellies, thick thighs, feet in your lap, all that. Not “perfect pornstar” bodies, more like anime girls that actually eat. The footjob CG caught me off guard, by the way, her heel pressing against your shaft while she smirks, and there I am sitting with my phone in one hand and thinking “ok, yeah, that works”.

What annoyed me? The tiny little thing where you keep clicking around the apartment like a lost puppy just to trigger the one event that moves the route. You’re checking the phone, going to the kitchen, bedroom, street, back again, like a horny Roomba. The built-in hints help a bit, but sometimes they say “spend time with her at home” and then she’s never there, she’s at some bar you forgot exists. The game loves to make you work for simple stuff. Want a straightforward vaginal sex scene in bed with romantic buildup? Fine, but first do three dates, buy gifts, pick the right dialogue, don’t flirt too hard with someone else the same day, then hit the right time slot. But that slow grind makes the payoff better. When your roommate, after hours of teasing and friendzoning, finally walks into your room at night in a shirt that barely covers her ass, straddles you, kisses you, then whispers some cheesy line while rubbing her pussy over your dick through the boxers, it feels earned. Later, when you push farther, pin her against the wall, grope that big ass, slide inside her while she’s half pretending she doesn’t want it and half moaning in your ear, yeah, that hits different from “click here for sex”. And if you go full scumbag and try harem stuff, you can get poly routes where two girls share you, sometimes even tag teaming, one blowing you while the other sits on your face, or switching positions so fast the nerd protagonist would probably pass out in real life. The romance angle is there too, surprisingly sweet at times, like lying in bed after fucking, just talking about nothing, her legs tangled with yours, phone buzzing with messages from the other girl you’re ignoring for now. It’s messy, horny, sometimes grindy, sometimes hot as fuck, like a porn game built around texting, scheduling, and hoping your dick choices don’t explode your whole fake love life.

Euryale’s Gambit feels like someone mashed together a horny time travel fanfic and an old school RPG they found on a half-broken hard drive, then let an overexcited succubus direct the whole thing. You play as Euryale, this smug, hungry demon girl who slips back to 19th century to fix the future, and her way of “fixing” things is basically: fight, fuck, repeat. She walks around in these ridiculous outfits that look like they’d get her arrested in any normal period drama, but here it kind of fits, because every scene looks like it’s waiting to explode into sex or blood or both. The fights are that simple RPG-like type where you pick skills and watch health bars drop, nothing super deep, but it weirdly works because most of the time you’re just trying to reach the next animated scene anyway. Sometimes battles feel a bit too long, then suddenly they’re over before you even try half your moves, like the game got bored first. And yeah, the 3D style is a bit janky in some shots, faces bending weird if you pause at the wrong frame. As a gif hoarder I kinda love that though, because you catch these cursed frames of Euryale half-smiling, half-demonic, with her tits bouncing in directions that ignore gravity totally.

The sex itself is way filthier than I expected at first. It starts with simple stuff, some teasing, breasts always front and center, then suddenly she’s riding some poor bastard’s face like he’s actual furniture, grinding on him until she squirts everywhere, and the camera just sticks on it in this lazy, almost rude angle that looks fantastic in a looping gif. Group scenes get messy real fast, with bodies piled up, her switching from oral to sitting on someone’s chest, then someone else’s mouth, like she’s speedrunning dominance. There’s this one part where she’s got a couple of girls completely under her spell, and it turns into this lesbian worship thing, tongues everywhere, thighs shiny, and the room lit just enough you can see every drop. The game throws myth references around, but not in a classy way, more like “hey, remember Medusa, yeah here’s some relatives, now watch them get railed.” Violence is rough too: blood on the floor, some enemies getting literally torn apart in cutscenes, then in the next shot Euryale is wiping her mouth like she just finished a blowjob instead of a fight. The AI voices are funny sometimes, they hit a line in this perfect sultry tone, then the next line sounds like they recorded it while half-asleep. It annoyed me for two seconds, then I clipped the moans with my phone anyway and forgot I was annoyed. That’s kind of the whole vibe: messy, hot, uneven, with some moments where everything connects and you just sit there thinking “ok, that ass shot with her grinding on his face while her hand pulls another girl’s hair, yeah, that’s going in the collection.”

Influencer girl from 2025 getting yoinked straight into muddy, horny medieval fuckland is exactly the kind of plot that sounds stupid in your head and then somehow works once you see her standing in front of some towering cursed sorcerer calling himself Lord Valthor like it’s his Discord name. She shows up with perfect makeup, tight cosplay-style clothes, phone in hand, already trying to find the WiFi while there’s a giant war going on outside and demons and knights stabbing each other. The game leans into it hard. One minute she’s complaining about her followers, next minute she’s kneeling in front of this arrogant bastard while he tests how “loyal” she really is, sucking his cock with those big fake lips while the camera slowly pans down to her tits bouncing against his thighs. It feels more like watching a really horny parody of some isekai anime where nobody pretends it’s about anything except sex and power.

What surprised me a bit is how fast the corruption kicks in. At first she’s all “I’m not your toy” and “this is abuse” and then you give her some magic protection, save her from a bunch of raiders, throw in a little time travel trick where she sees how fucked her future gets without you, and suddenly she’s grinding on your lap during some war council like it’s an OnlyFans live. The harem stuff comes naturally from that. You’re the sorcerer with a cursed tower, so of course other girls drift in. A redhead knight with a fat ass and armor that somehow covers nothing, a fake innocent healer with ridiculous tits who “accidentally” walks into your room while masturbating, some noble lady who pretends she hates you but moans the hardest when you shove her face into the bed and go anal first, questions later. There’s group sex scenes where her modern mindset clashes with medieval sluts in a hilarious way: she’s trying to explain “brand deals” while another girl is licking her nipples and you’re using magic to make their boobs even bigger mid-threesome, like a living hentai slider. At one point you’re literally fucking her on a throne while two chained girls kiss each other on your boots and she looks down at them with that influencer fake pity look, right before she tells them to suck you clean. Yeah, super moral.

Combat’s there, kind of, in the background, because every “battle” is just an excuse to drag someone back to your lair and decide if she ends up breeding stock, sex pet or temporary toy. You throw spells, pick some choices, move through this busted fantasy land, and every “victory” tends to end with a blowjob or someone getting railed against a wall. There’s light animated bits too, so asses jiggle, boobs bounce, you actually see her throats bulge when she takes you deep, and the AI-style art hits that weird line between realistic and trash-fap that somehow fits the influencer meme. I didn’t love that some scenes feel rushed, like a pregnancy angle that pops up and then sort of vanishes until it suddenly matters again when you’ve already nutted twice. Also the cheating thing is just quietly there, like she technically has a guy back home but the game barely cares except for maybe one joke. But when the best moment in the whole thing is her, in full fantasy cosplay, riding your cock in front of a burning village, moaning your name while you choke her and make her repeat that Kentar is her new “brand”, you kinda forget the small stuff anyway.

Ayumi feels like that girl you meet on Twitter at 4% battery who suddenly ruins your whole sleep schedule. She is this tiny witch with stupid huge tits and an even more stupid cock, stuck in a world that treats “witch” like the worst slur possible. The funny part is, being futa is almost normal here. It is her magic that makes people spit on her, chase her, touch her in the street because they know nobody will help. The game throws you right in her boots with no hand holding: one day you are hiding in the forest trying to not get murdered, next day you’re jerking off in some creepy cabin because the stress is making you horny and your balls hurt. It feels messy and wrong and also very hot, like when I am backstage in half costume still scrolling Pornhub instead of fixing my eyelashes.

What I like is how the survival part bleeds into the sex. You are not just clicking through porn scenes. You walk into town for supplies, you pick the wrong alley, some drunk asshole grabs Ayumi’s ass and suddenly the “choice” is: blast him with magic and risk a witch hunt, or let him grope and maybe get a handjob scene in a dirty corner surrounded by garbage bags. Sometimes you go to this milf shopkeeper because she is the only one who will sell to you, and she keeps staring at your bulge over the counter, leaning forward with that slow teasing voice. One time I tried to be nice and “romantic” with her and ended up with Ayumi on her knees under the counter, the milf quietly riding her face while customers walk in and pretend not to see. Another run, I pissed her off and she made Ayumi beg for food, literally knee on the floor, cock leaking, her calling you “pet witch” while stroking you just slow enough to hurt. It is supposed to be survival but honestly it feels more like being trapped in horny purgatory where everyone wants to either fuck you or burn you. Sometimes both.

The sandbox part is kind of chaotic. You move around the little areas, talk to monster girls, older ladies, bitchy girls who pretend they hate you and then kiss you when no one is looking. Ayumi can be sweet, or turn more corrupted over time, and the sex scenes change with that. When she is still shy virgin type, her first lesbian scene is all trembling thighs and slow kissing, she gets almost scared of her own erection and tries to hide it between the girl’s legs. Later, if you let her slide into that darker path, she starts using her powers during sex, pinning women to the wall with invisible force, making them come while they insult her. I wished there was less backtracking between locations, honestly, like why do I have to click three screens just to go masturbate by a river. But then that river scene is burned in my brain: moonlight, Ayumi sitting on a rock, stroking her fat cock, squeezing her breasts, whispering how she will make a whole harem that worships her, and you can either let her finish alone or lure in a curious monster girl who watches from the bushes. I said earlier the story is harsh, but sometimes it is surprisingly romantic too, in a fucked up way. The game feels rough, some pieces feel unfinished, some dialogue is clunky as hell, but weirdly that matches Ayumi herself. She is not polished. She is needy and powerful and humiliated and still horny enough to keep going. Like me, planning a new burlesque routine in my head, where I walk on stage in a witch hat and nothing else, letting hands from the dark grab me while I pretend I hate it.