Kruz City feels like someone took a normal dating sim, got drunk on porn sites and bad decisions, then dropped it in a half-fantasy town where everyone pretends they’re normal while fucking absolutely everything up behind closed doors and sometimes in public. You start as this guy coming back home after being basically locked in a glorified sports prison camp, pent-up as hell, muscles tight, brain even tighter. You just land there with blue balls and a weird sense that the city itself is horny. First thing that hit me was how casual the game is about really filthy stuff. One second you’re having this almost sweet talk with a thick milf with big tits who acts like she’s just being “friendly,” and two dialogue clicks later she’s brushing her hand over your crotch while talking about her “lonely evenings.” It’s not subtle. But then it sort of pretends it is, which makes it hotter. The corruption angle creeps in slow; you see a character in a normal outfit, doing normal chores, and later you’re watching her in your phone gallery, bent over the kitchen counter with cum dripping out of her ass, animated jiggle and all. That jump is what sold me. Well, that and the way the game lets you stand there like a creep behind windows or peeking through doors, just choosing to watch instead of “being a good guy.” Sometimes the “good guy” option is there and I just ignore it because the voyeur scenes feel like stolen porn clips you shouldn’t have.

What really messed with me is how the city kind of becomes a sex map in your head. Oh yeah, that corner? That’s where I caught the married neighbor getting a sloppy blowjob in the car that was not from her husband. There’s even this scene where you know you shouldn’t check her messages, but of course you do, and the chat logs make the later netorare scene hit harder because you saw the whole build up. The game lets you skip NTR stuff, but honestly the point of this thing is that feeling in your chest when you watch someone you “like” moan for another guy and you’re just... stuck, jerking off in the dark. Speaking of jerking, the masturbation scenes for the protagonist are actually decent, which is rare. Small detail, but the animation on his handjob feels like someone cared way too much about finger rhythm. I stared way too long at one footjob scene too, where she’s lazy on a couch, half distracted with her phone, sliding her soft-looking feet up and down your shaft like it’s a chore she secretly enjoys. The camera sits low, you mostly see thighs, feet, and cock, nothing fancy, but it ended up being one of the hottest scenes for me and I don’t even usually care about feet. Still annoyed that the text box pops in a little late on that scene, it bugs me every single time and I never get used to it. The incest and sleep sex content is there if you go looking for it, and when you do, it feels extra dirty because the city itself pretends to be wholesome fantasy romance with dates, kisses and handholding, like some cute VN you’d play on your phone on the bus, then suddenly you’re sneaking into a bed at night while she breathes slow and you’re pushing in, trying not to wake her. Half the time I’m going for romance routes, the other half I’m basically sabotaging them just to unlock some cheating variant where she smiles at you during the day and you later watch her get her throat fucked from a crack in the door. It’s messy, it’s inconsistent, some talks feel stiff, some scenes hit way too hard, but that fits the whole vibe. This isn’t a clean fantasy. It’s a horny, growing city that keeps daring you to go one step further than you planned, and then another, until you’re just clicking around looking for the next excuse to say “ok, just one more scene” while your mouse hand is sweaty and your other hand is busy.

New town, fresh start, hot wife who pretends to be shy and then walks around like a walking wet dream for half the neighborhood. That’s basically the vibe here. You play the husband, and the whole thing is you watching your woman slowly go from “oh no people will see me” to “I’m kinda dripping just from walking past a window in a see‑through top”. It begins pretty tame, like normal family scenes, everyday stuff, you talking, moving into the place, making small choices. Then she “accidentally” bends over in those yoga pants right in front of the open curtains and doesn’t fix them for way too long. And yeah, you can pretend she doesn’t know the guy across the street is literally frozen with his coffee. I didn’t pretend. I just watched.

The game is a sandbox style, so it’s not just straight line story. You click around town, different places, different times of day, talk to wife, kid, neighbors, random people who obviously stare at her tits like they’re some local attraction. A lot of scenes are about you kind of pushing her and kind of being dragged along. One time I had her “forget” her bra before going to the grocery store and she pretends to be uncomfortable, but she walks slow in the chilled aisle after that, nips poking through the thin top, and there’s this older guy pretending to look at milk. She leans in way too far. Camera loves her big ass, really. The focus is always tits, ass, and who is watching. Sometimes she masturbates in the bathroom when she thinks the family is asleep, phone in hand, trying not to moan too loud, and you can hear faint sounds through the door while you decide if you peek or let her keep going. I liked the oral scenes too, especially the one where she crawls between your legs on the living room couch, window half open, and doesn’t stop even when someone walks by outside. Her lips shiny, drool and cum both, messy in a good way. Actually, no, that one was too short and I’m still annoyed it cut off right when it got rough. Also there’s this one stupid text sound in the phone UI that pinged the same way every time and now I hate it. Never fixed it, just suffered.

Since I do convention planning and see a lot of cosplayers, it kind of felt like watching your own “con wife” go from normal nerdy outfit to “ok she knows exactly how those stockings sit on her thighs”. Imagine a MILF cosplayer doing a “family friendly” character, then little by little the skirt gets shorter, underwear starts to show in photos, and suddenly she’s letting guys take pics from angles that Instagram would flag instantly. The game gives that same slow burn. She gropes herself while pretending not to, like when she adjusts her bikini top in front of the backyard fence that is 100% too low for privacy. Neighbors are probably in a group chat about her by now. There’s swinging hints too, subtle at first: a couple in town a bit too friendly, some innuendo at a barbecue, a hand on her lower back that lingers. Nothing is fully explained at once, but you can feel the route options. At home, she plays the good wife, rides you with those big tits bouncing, moaning your name, vaginal, deep, clenching, but then the next day she “forgets” panties before going out again and clearly enjoys the breeze. You get that incest tension with the “family” stuff sitting in the background, like the way she leans over the table, or hugs last a little too long, and nobody says anything out loud. It’s messy, horny, sometimes weird, sort of like walking through a fan event where everyone pretends to be innocent while wearing outfits that scream the opposite.

Katya is the kind of strict mom that makes you sit up straight in your chair in real life. Hair neat, schedule tighter than your browser history, rules for everything. No shoes inside, no phone in bedroom, no talking back. At the start she feels almost boring in that “perfect MILF who would absolutely destroy you with one look” way, which is funny because five minutes later you’re watching her get destroyed by her own house rules. The whole thing plays out like a slow car crash in a very hot neighborhood. There’s no big choice spam, no branching chaos, just this kinetic slide from “respectable mother” to “please choke me again but also I’m pretending I hate it”. You just sit there and watch it go wrong in the best way, like a very horny documentary about bad decisions and tight clothes.

Emily, the daughter, doesn’t rebel with blue hair and piercings. She rebels with strategy. She knows everything her mom hides, what she watches, when she touches herself, who she messages on that one app she pretends is only for coupons. The game really loves voyeur moments, by the way. There’s this early scene where Emily “accidentally” catches Katya in the shower, and it should feel basic but the way the camera lingers on her big ass and that heavy, natural body makes it weirdly personal. Later she uses that vision like a weapon. First it’s tiny stuff, little teasing, some casual groping in the corridor “as a joke”, spanking played off as discipline, lingerie that is absolutely not age appropriate being “a gift”. Then it climbs into full-on blackmail, toys, bondage, and suddenly mom is collared, bent over the couch, trying to keep some dignity while Emily just smiles like she planned this since kindergarten. The lesbian stuff is not “oh no this is wrong” drama, more like “oh fuck, we should not be doing this, keep going, don’t stop”. Oral, anal, masturbation, it all shows up, nothing really stays forbidden, only postponed. The weird thing is, at some point I stopped asking “how the hell did we get here” and just wanted to see how much further the daughter would push, especially when she flips into full female domination and treats Katya like a toy she owns. It’s corruption in slow motion, and yeah, a lot of the BDSM and stripping scenes hit way harder because Katya still talks like a mom while someone’s face is between her legs, which is hilarious and fucked up at same time.

Not everything is perfect though, and I’m still mad about this one tiny thing: that one vibrator in the nightstand that buzzes like an electric toothbrush recorded inside a metal bucket. They use it in one long masturbation scene where Katya is on the bed, ass up, and the sound made me think my fridge turned on. I kept pausing to check my phone notifications and it ruined exactly nothing but I will complain anyway. The rest of the sound is actually pretty good, the little moans, the slaps during spanking, the wet mouthy noises during oral that will make you side-eye your speakers, though one of the orgasm loops sounds like she’s sneezing. The 3dcg models look thick in a very satisfying way, big tits that actually move a bit when she gets pushed around, and those shots where Emily watches her mom from a crack in the door while Katya is riding a toy on the floor are the kind of voyeurism that will stick in your head during a Zoom call later. I wish they’d let you pick even one damn choice, just once, like “do we go for anal first or tie her up again”, but they never do and honestly it sort of works. You’re trapped like Katya, just along for the ride, sitting there with one hand busy, waiting for the next line of manipulation, the next humiliation, the next time the daughter casually grabs her mother’s tits in the kitchen like it’s no big thing. And when Emily finally makes her lick her own juices off a toy while calling her “good girl”, yeah, I pretended I totally wasn’t into it while absolutely being into it.

This thing feels like somebody smashed together old-school Justice League fanart, half-remembered Greek myths and a horny sandbox VN where the dev kept changing his mind mid-script and just left everything in. You wake up as this random guy in old Greece, not a hero, just a dude with a dick and way too much access to women who could snap him in half. It starts pretty small, like you’re wandering some dusty city with temples around, running errands, checking simple menus, poking at dialogue trees on your phone while pretending to answer Telegram or WhatsApp. Then suddenly you’re in the Amazons’ territory and Wonder Woman is there in this weird half-classic, half-comic armor that would absolutely not pass in a museum. And yeah, it’s clearly her even if the game pretends “no no, she is mysterious warrior from foreign tribe, totally not that one.”

The lewd stuff escalates in this clumsy but kinda honest way. At first it’s mostly teasing and stripping scenes, slow camera on tits, then a handjob when you push a bit, some oral if you say the right thing, sometimes even if you say the wrong thing because the scripting just shrugs and goes, “eh, close enough.” One moment you’re stuck in a dialogue loop where she’s rejecting you, then one more click and suddenly she’s jerking you off against a temple wall, talking about honor while her hand is shiny with your pre-cum. The titfuck scene with her is hilarious because the dev draws all this epic mythological background behind, pillars and statues and stuff, but your eyes are just glued to how her boobs squeeze around your shaft while she tries to keep her face stern and fails. That moment when the game lets you choose between finishing on her chest or going for a messy creampie and she actually looks annoyed if you pick the second one, like “this armor is blessed by the gods, idiot” and you still do it. Honestly I laughed. And then I replayed it.

The slave angle comes in slower and that part will hit different depending on how much depravity you like with your comic parodies. You start with simple power imbalances: she “captures” you, you “escape,” all that playful bullshit. Later some paths basically turn you into the one holding the leash, with Amazon guards kneeling, licking, doing anal on command while the narrative pretends it’s some big mythological destiny. There is one scene where you have a warrior chained in a dim stone room, and the menu just casually gives you options like blowjob, vaginal, anal, make her masturbate while you watch. No big speech, no moral, just a little text box and her eyes begging you in a way that would absolutely get the game banned on the Apple Store in two seconds. On Android Chrome it runs fine though, I tested it there and on Kiwi Browser, only had one time where the sandbox map bugged out and I couldn’t exit a temple because the little arrow button hid behind my navigation bar. Still annoyed about that. The “mythology” part is mostly flavor text for the sex, like some priestess mumbling about Zeus while you finger her under the altar or an Amazon talking about Ares with your cock pressed between her ass cheeks. And somewhere in the middle, for no reason, the pacing just collapses, you wander around doing nothing special for a while, then out of nowhere the game throws you into a rough anal scene with a hero’s daughter who swore to kill you, but now she moans your name while taking it deep and you almost forget where the plot was going. I was going to complain about the map again, but whatever, I got distracted.

Jason finds that camera in the worst possible way, like fate just tripped and dropped a cursed toy in his lap. It looks old, nothing special, something you’d ignore on Facebook Marketplace. Then he snaps that first picture of his mother in the kitchen, hair messy, tank top slipping too low, and the air turns heavy, like the house is suddenly breathing with him. The photo on the screen flickers, the light bends a little wrong, and she pauses mid-sentence, eyes glazing for a heartbeat too long. After that, nothing is normal. It’s not mind control in a clean, on/off porn logic. It feels more like the lens is whispering at people, pushing them, peeling away their shame piece by tiny piece. You take a shot of your aunt bending over the couch and the next day she “forgets” to pull her shorts up all the way, ass cheeks almost hanging out while she scolds you about being responsible. The game doesn’t shout about it, it just lets the wrongness slide in under your skin, while your dick gets harder every time someone close to you starts acting a bit too okay with being watched.

What really fucked me up is how the camera doesn’t just twist bodies, it shifts moods. The supernatural angle is more horny parasite than noble ghost. You can play Jason like a scared little shit, pretending he still has morals while secretly zooming in on his sister’s nipples poking through her wet shirt, or you go full corrupted god, planning shots like you plan chess moves. You line up a lesbian shower scene by nudging two girls together, not because they’re in love, but because you took a sequence of photos that eroded their boundaries one shower at a time. Sometimes the results are hot in a soft way, like a quiet hand-holding moment with a milf neighbor who should absolutely know better, then suddenly the same woman is on her knees, mascara running, gagging on you after one extra “accidental” snapshot. The voyeur part hits hard when you’re not even touching them, just watching as they masturbate in their rooms, all because of that one cursed picture pinned in your inventory. There’s real graphic shit too, when the otherworldly presence inside the camera stops pretending to be your silent partner and starts getting mean, twisting blackmail and harassment into something that feels half like your choice and half like some demon using your dick as a joystick. Sometimes I hated Jason for giving in. Sometimes I loved it. Sometimes I wished the camera could break, but it just keeps asking for the next shot, and you keep giving it, even while you swear you won’t.

Luna feels like that girl you scroll past on Instagram at lunch break, all city lights and smug little smirk, and then suddenly she’s stuck in some quiet-ass countryside where the loudest thing is a tractor and her own horny brain. The game throws you into her life right at that moment, when she’s still thinking about malls, neon signs, Starbucks, Tinder hookups, and now she’s sitting in a tiny bedroom with creaky floor and way too much silence. She’s the main camera, the main body, the main everything, and the whole thing is kind of built around how far you want to drag her from “I’m a good girl, mom” into “I let him cum inside and didn’t even pretend to be shocked.” And it’s not subtle. One choice she’s doing homework and pretending to be innocent, next choice she’s on her knees, makeup a bit messy, trying to swallow without choking and almost looking proud about it. I was playing with Spotify running in the background, had a late night lo-fi playlist going, and it somehow made the slow burn corruption feel like some weird sexy coming-of-age indie movie that nobody talks about on Twitter but everybody secretly bookmarks.

The school part hits first. Countryside school, but still the same locker bullshit, boys staring at her ass when she walks in, girls judging her outfit because she still dresses like city girl, too tight jeans, top that kind of fights to hold her tits. There’s this one scene where she’s bored in class, teacher’s voice just noise, she feels her phone buzz and you can push her to check some dirty chat under the table. If you lean that way, she ends up getting turned on by nothing, literally just a text, and her hand drifts between her thighs while the lesson keeps going, and the camera lingers on her face trying to keep a straight expression. That moment hooked me more than the obvious blowjob scene later. Feels real. Uncomfortable in a good way. Like when you were a teen pretending to pay attention while thinking about porn you watched on xHamster and praying nobody calls on you to answer a question. And Luna’s body is drawn with that very specific “MILF in the making” vibe: big soft tits, that round ass that wobbles when she walks down the corridor, thighs you just know would feel warm if you sat too close. She looks too hot to be this naive, which is exactly the point.

What I like is how the game lets you play DJ with her morality. You can put her on a “soft and sweet” playlist where she mostly resists, masturbates quietly in her room at night, fingers slipping under her panties while she thinks about a kiss that never happened, legs closing tight when she feels herself getting close. Or you shift the tempo and she’s letting a dude spread her on some couch, panties pushed to the side, breathing hard while he slides in raw, her eyes going wide at the first full thrust, that mix of pain and “holy shit this is good” written all over her face. There’s a scene where she hesitates, just a second, then wraps her legs around his waist and drags him deeper, nails in his back, and you know exactly what that means when he starts pounding with no condom. Creampie is not treated like some special, sacred thing. It’s messy, leaking out of her after, her fingers scooping it, cheeks red, somewhere between shame and curiosity. You kind of guide her into being the girl who wipes it off in a rush, or the girl who lies there and enjoys the warmth, maybe even smiles. Oral stuff hits nice too: the first time she goes down, she’s awkward, teeth almost involved, using her hand more than her mouth, then with a bit of corruption she’s doing slow, lazy licks along the shaft, cheeks hollowing, letting him push her a little too deep until her eyes water. Meanwhile she’s still that “new girl” at school, pretending in the daylight, playing dutiful daughter at home, then at night the screen fills with her naked curves, tits bouncing while she rides, or her ass taking up half the view as someone pounds her from behind, her moans louder than the cheap countryside crickets outside. I was jumping between VLC on second monitor, looping some synth tracks, and the game, and at some point it all blended into one long dirty playlist in my head, with Luna as the main track I kept replaying, even while complaining that one tiny UI button was in the wrong place and never actually doing anything about it.

Caligula here is basically the dev’s excuse to mash serious historical drama with the kind of porn that would get you banned on half of Reddit and quietly bookmarked on the other half. You’re not exactly “roleplaying an emperor” in an educational way. You’re herding this unhinged little Roman tyrant through court politics, family drama that crosses every possible line, and sex scenes that flip from erotic to straight up messed up in like two clicks. One moment you’re listening to some senator whine about taxes, next moment you’re shoving his daughter against a marble column and taking her virgin pussy while the old man pretends not to look. The game doesn’t try to explain or justify anything. Caligula wants it, he takes it. That’s the whole moral system.

What actually surprised me: some scenes are way more voyeuristic than I expected. There’s this bit where you stand on a balcony, watching two nervous slaves “practice” pleasing you on each other while you jerk off behind a curtain, and when you finally step out, you decide if you just use their mouths, fuck them both in front of the guards, or toss one to your uncle and watch. It plays a lot with forced situations, like making some poor noble girl titfuck you in the bath while her mother pretends she doesn’t know what’s happening three meters away. The corruption angle is strong too. You start with these “respectable” patrician virgins, all polite and terrified, and by the third visit they’re begging to be bent over the same statue they were crying in front of before. The game loves oral scenes where you control the pace, grabbing hair, gagging them, spitting insults. Anal opens up as a kind of reward for breaking their will, and there is one incest route with a certain relative that actually made me alt tab for a second and just stare at my desktop like “okay, we really doing this, huh.” Then I went back. Of course I did.

Erotically, it hits a nasty, decadent vibe that fits Rome too well, maybe too well. There is a lot of male domination, barely any space to play soft or gentle, so if you want wholesome romance you’re in the wrong circus. Voyeurism and exhibitionism are everywhere, to the point it gets funny. At one feast you can make a girl masturbate herself with a wine jug in the middle of the hall while courtiers pretend to keep talking politics, and you choose whether you finish by painting her face or fucking her raw on the table while everyone carefully looks at the ceiling. The AI CG with real model faces is where I start to feel weird. Some of them look straight like Instagram girls I might have scrolled past on Reels, now photoshopped into antique costumes and used in these heavy nonconsensual setups. It is hot, I won’t lie, but also feels like that shitty part of porn where apps like FaceApp and Reface started being used for creepy stuff. Ethically, the whole thing leans hard on that “if it’s history, it’s fine” excuse. It’s not fine, it’s just well themed. And the monetization, yeah, that’s another mess: they dangle the most fucked up incest and hardcore anal scenes behind paywalled paths and “premium” routes, basically turning the worst moral choices into DLC temptations. You can smell the “just one more upgrade” logic from mobile gacha games, but stapled onto a story about ***, power and family. It works, in that bad addictive way. Dare to play it alone, or invite company?

RICO: Sin City feels like somebody opened Unity, threw in every superhero parody idea they had after binging Netflix and Pornhub, and then just… never stopped. You start as this snitch working for the cops, buried under so many charges that even the loading screen kinda feels like a threat. One second you’re getting lectured by some tired detective in a shitty office with buzzing neon, the next second you’re jerking off in a motel bathroom because a bust went sideways and a stacked mutant patrol girl bent over a squad car is stuck in your head. The whole city is like a horny GTA fever dream where every cape, villain and random NPC wants to either shoot you or ride you, sometimes both in the same scene. And weirdly it works, mostly because the game doesn’t pretend to be classy. It looks like a Unity project where the dev said “yeah whatever, her tits need to be bigger” and then forgot about gravity after that. When you’re talking to these parody heroes, their boobs practically enter the dialogue first.

The best part for me is how the superpower angle keeps sliding into porn logic. There’s this sequence where you’re supposed to track a telepath who’s leaking sensitive info to a gang. Plot sounds serious, right? But the way you get the intel is by letting her dig through your “fantasies” to check if you’re loyal. Game literally locks you into this interactive jerk-off interrogation where every time you pick a more shameless answer, the scene shifts: now she’s in a skintight suit, now it’s ripped, now she’s pushing you down with psychic force while you stroke your cock because “arousal improves data transfer.” On paper it sounds stupid. In practice, sitting there with your mouse, watching a 3DCG superheroine float in front of you while you try to choose between “lie” and “tell her you want to cum on her cape,” it’s kinda genius. I was laughing, but also hard as fuck. Later, you’re chasing some bootleg Harley-Deadpool mashup through an alley, and instead of normal QTEs you get these horny choices like “tackle her” or “grab her thighs.” Miss the timing and she knees you. Hit it, and suddenly you’re pinning her against a dumpster while she calls you a criminal piece of shit and rubs your bulge with this smug grin. The game will cut away from an actually decent crime scene setup into a masturbation cutaway with almost no transition at all, and sometimes that’s annoying, like it didn’t trust its own plot to breathe. It keeps throwing gags at you too: a flying hero hovering outside a high-rise window while two huge-tit influencers inside “negotiate” brand deals by sucking him off, a corrupt cop making you “demonstrate” your loyalty to the city’s finest by letting his busty partner sit on your face in the interrogation room. It’s horny, messy, self-aware, occasionally dumb as fuck, and it definitely feels like some Unity sleuth could open the project and still find half-broken objects hidden behind the city skyline, along with one more naked superhero model some dev forgot to assign to a mission.

Clutch Time looks like one of those projects where the dev clearly spends more time thinking about tits than tooltips, and honestly I kinda respect it. You play this sports prodigy guy who hates sports, which already makes him feel like that dude in class who can dunk from the free throw line but would rather sit in the back jerking off to TikTok booty compilations. The story starts slow, very “college slice of life”, with you moving around this school setting, meeting people, trying not to act like a total creep while the camera keeps lovingly zooming in on big asses and tight tops. The funny thing is, half the time the game pretends it’s all deep and emotional, then the next click you’ve got a girl with huge tits bending over a desk and your brain just shuts off like, yeah ok, I’m here for this now.

What I did like is that it actually feels like a dating sim and not a clicking simulator. Choices matter in that annoying way where you pick the “funny” line because you think she’ll like humor and suddenly your romance points go down and you’re locked out of a handjob scene. Had that happen with one of the girls with the big ass in yoga pants. I thought teasing her during practice would be cute, but no, she got pissed and then the animated scene later just didn’t trigger. I even tried rolling back, but Ren’Py’s skip decided to zoom past the flag point and I had to replay a chunk. And yet, when it finally works, the payoff is hot. The animated scenes are surprisingly juicy for a casual project: slow strokes, boobs bouncing while she rides you, that kind of “I should not be this invested” energy. There’s a masturbation scene early where the MC is in his room, phone in hand, pausing on some girl’s selfie and just going at it, and it felt way more real than it needed to be. Like yeah, that’s exactly how horny college guys act when nobody’s home.

The whole foster family angle is weirdly soft and sweet, like the game wants you to have feelings before it slaps your dick with more fanservice. You get this warm vibe from breakfast chats, then your brain short-circuits because one of them shows up later in a tight outfit at the campus and the camera is basically shoving her tits in your face. I was half expecting some cheesy romance flag, but instead you get this awkward “oh, hey, how is college?” while you try not to stare at the jiggle. The humor hits and misses. Sometimes the MC drops a dumb meme line that actually made me laugh, other times it feels like the dev discovered Reddit in 2018 and never left. Still, the whole “sports genius who hates sports” thing gives you a lot of chances to be an asshole or a sweetheart with people, and that affects who lets you get close. You flirt, you text, you pick who to sit with at lunch, and yeah, eventually you’re grabbing big asses, squeezing big tits, and watching them bounce in those 3dcg scenes while pretending you care about character development. Just don’t expect every horny choice to work out; this game will absolutely blueball you for picking the wrong line five minutes earlier and you’ll sit there, pants half down, wondering where you fucked up in life.