Game feels like some horny campfire story that someone told half drunk and then actually made into a VN. You start as this kinda regular dude going to stay with his aunt for the summer, thinking “ok, chill vacation, maybe some sun, maybe some ass.” From the first evening it already smells wrong in that city. Not just “oh spooky horror,” more like everyone is pretending the air is normal while you clearly see cracks under the surface. Aunt acts nice but a bit too curious about your body language, you know? Her shirt always hangs just one button too open when she leans over you. The camera sits in your eyes, so her tits basically fill your whole world half the time. They did those 3D angles so you feel small and horny and a bit trapped. Works too well sometimes.

Then those two girls show up. One looks like trouble, the other looks like she knows what the trouble is and lies about it. They flirt with you in these awkward, slightly broken lines, exactly like someone writing in their second language, which made me laugh because same. At first the game lets you just enjoy being surrounded by big tits and big asses in tight clothes. You get a beach scene where you pretend to look at the water while the POV is actually glued to the aunt’s wet bikini bottom riding up her ass. Animations there are simple but they linger in the right spots. The first blowjob you get is in a place you absolutely should not be getting a blowjob, and the sound design here is weirdly wet, like they recorded it stirring pasta. It’s hot, but I had to pause once because my Bluetooth headphones desynced and moaning started coming from the phone speaker. Nearly died.

Everything flips when the group goes out of town. They pack into this crappy car and drive to some abandoned place that totally looks like every “don’t go there” warning you ever saw in horror movies. Sex does not stop just because the mood gets dark. Actually it gets nastier. There is a scene in that creepy house where your aunt is pretending she is comforting you after something horrible, but the camera slowly slides down and suddenly your face is stuffed into her cleavage. She is shaking, you are shaking, then clothes just disappear piece by piece, like everyone uses sex to not think about what is outside the door. Vaginal scenes and oral scenes are fully animated, nothing too fancy, but the motions have this raw, slightly off rhythm that makes it feel more real than most AAA porn games. And I still hate that one tiny detail: the protagonist’s hands look a bit too small in some angles. Every time he grabs a huge milf ass with these baby hands, my brain glitches and I start laughing, then the next second I’m hard again because the camera pulls in tight when you finally push into her from behind and she lets out that low little “fuck” that sounds more tired than sexy. That mix of fear, mystery, and shameless fucking in POV hits way harder than I expected, even when the game itself keeps tripping over its own feet.

This thing feels like somebody’s horny daydream escaped from a notebook and learned to talk. It calls itself a prequel, proof of concept, whatever, but what it really is, for me at least, is a slow sticky tease wrapped around a male protagonist who keeps stumbling into moments he absolutely is not ready for, emotionally or sexually, but his cock didn’t get that memo. You’re pushed along like a leaf in warm current, no choices, just kinetic flow, and weirdly that fits. It has that vibe of watching a long porn clip where you don’t get to skip around. You sit in it. You marinate. One minute it is soft romance, all shy glances and almost-touches, the next there is a girl on her knees with your dick in her mouth, and you’re wondering when exactly the line got crossed. The rhythm is clumsy sometimes, scenes cut a bit blunt, like someone using kitchen knife instead of scalpel, but that roughness kind of turns me on. It feels less like corporate sex toy and more like two people awkwardly figuring out where to put their hands.

The core fantasy spins around bonds, yeah, but not in that Hallmark way. More like: she knows the way you breathe when you are about to cum, and you know exactly how far she will go in public before shame hits her cheeks like blush. The lesbian tension floats on top of all that, not just “girls kissing for male gaze” but that quiet look two women share when they realise they want each other longer than one night. You watch one scene where she is touching herself, alone, just her fingers sliding slow between her thighs, and for a moment it is not about you at all. You are just the ghost in the room, peeking while she rubs her clit and bites her lip because she’s thinking of another woman, not your dumb male protagonist. That hit me harder than any blowjob here. Though to be fair, the handjob in the bathroom, when she wraps her fingers around you and strokes in quick little jerks while both of you are trying not to moan too loud, that one stuck in my brain too. It is erotic, yes, but also messy, a bit too fast, like the dev’s mouse hand got ahead of the writing sometimes. I hated the tiny text on my phone screen when testing it in Chrome and I will complain about this forever, but anyway, there is this one oral scene on a couch, late in the story, where she looks up with spit shining on her lips and that single frame is basically the whole promise of Eternal Bonds for me: wet, intimate, not quite polished, like a kiss that misses the center of the mouth and lands on the corner instead, imperfect but so human it makes your chest ache.

The first thing this game did to me was make me choke on my coffee when the “clinic intake form” asked if I prefer my futa nurse to pin me to the exam table or “gently coax a sample” out of me. No build up, no fake politeness, just straight to the kind of medical questionnaire Pornhub wishes it had. It looks like some weird mix of sex clinic and HR disaster, and I mean that as a compliment. You’re this young guy who signs up to work in a special futa healthcare center, and from the first “checkup” it’s obvious nobody is here only for science. The game likes to pretend it’s about professional ethics for maybe five minutes, then suddenly you’re in a tiny exam room with a milf futa doctor with massive tits, a cock that absolutely should count as a third arm, and a very personal idea of “physical”. She’s talking about “circulation” while her hand is already on your dick, and you can’t even be mad because the animation when she strokes you is just unfair. It’s not Hollywood-level, but the dev really knows how to loop a handjob so it looks desperate and messy instead of clean and boring.

What I really liked is how every “medical procedure” keeps escalating from teasing to full-on porn logic. One moment the nurse is checking your reflexes, next moment she has your pants halfway down, her shaft pressing against your ass while she asks if anal penetration might “reduce your stress levels”. There’s this one scene where you’re supposed to help collect “futanari hormone samples” and it turns into a small orgy in the staff room. Interracial futa with a dark-skinned amazon body, the ice-queen white coat doctor, and one shy futa intern who looks like she learned sex entirely from hentai. You get to choose who you help first, and I picked the shy one. She starts masturbating awkward, trying not to moan, then you grab her hips and suddenly she’s grinding your cock while leaking all over your stomach. The camera angle hangs just long enough on the groping, hands on those huge tits, before shifting to her cock sliding against yours. It’s clumsy, a bit stiff, sometimes the facial expressions are off, but that actually makes it more honest? Like watching somebody’s horny Blender folder instead of a corporate product.

The corruption in it is also fun. At first you pretend to be the good boy, doing your “job”, taking vitals, listening to heartbeats, ignoring that every futa in this building is basically walking porn. But choices slowly nudge you into different roles. You can lean more submissive, let the futa nurses push you around, spit in your mouth, sit on your face, pin you under them and use toys on your ass until you’re drooling and begging. Or you decide that if they’re going to treat you like a toy, you might as well return the favor, so you grab a futa by her uniform, slam her against the cabinet, and fuck her mouth while she jerks herself off. There’s even futa on futa moments where you kind of end up as the “assistant” holding toys, or licking where they tell you to, watching two futas fuck each other raw while you jerk in the corner like some pervert med student. The incest angle pops up in this super uncomfortable, totally hot way when a certain “guardian” character shows for a checkup and clearly has zero understanding of personal boundaries. I’m still annoyed you can’t adjust the text speed in one specific scene where the nurse is teasing you under the sheet with her foot, it stutters a bit and drove me nuts, but then she lifted the cover, took you in her mouth, and I kinda forgot I was mad. It’s that kind of game. Little janky, very horny, doesn’t pretend to be anything else.

Jason finds that camera in the worst possible way, like fate just tripped and dropped a cursed toy in his lap. It looks old, nothing special, something you’d ignore on Facebook Marketplace. Then he snaps that first picture of his mother in the kitchen, hair messy, tank top slipping too low, and the air turns heavy, like the house is suddenly breathing with him. The photo on the screen flickers, the light bends a little wrong, and she pauses mid-sentence, eyes glazing for a heartbeat too long. After that, nothing is normal. It’s not mind control in a clean, on/off porn logic. It feels more like the lens is whispering at people, pushing them, peeling away their shame piece by tiny piece. You take a shot of your aunt bending over the couch and the next day she “forgets” to pull her shorts up all the way, ass cheeks almost hanging out while she scolds you about being responsible. The game doesn’t shout about it, it just lets the wrongness slide in under your skin, while your dick gets harder every time someone close to you starts acting a bit too okay with being watched.

What really fucked me up is how the camera doesn’t just twist bodies, it shifts moods. The supernatural angle is more horny parasite than noble ghost. You can play Jason like a scared little shit, pretending he still has morals while secretly zooming in on his sister’s nipples poking through her wet shirt, or you go full corrupted god, planning shots like you plan chess moves. You line up a lesbian shower scene by nudging two girls together, not because they’re in love, but because you took a sequence of photos that eroded their boundaries one shower at a time. Sometimes the results are hot in a soft way, like a quiet hand-holding moment with a milf neighbor who should absolutely know better, then suddenly the same woman is on her knees, mascara running, gagging on you after one extra “accidental” snapshot. The voyeur part hits hard when you’re not even touching them, just watching as they masturbate in their rooms, all because of that one cursed picture pinned in your inventory. There’s real graphic shit too, when the otherworldly presence inside the camera stops pretending to be your silent partner and starts getting mean, twisting blackmail and harassment into something that feels half like your choice and half like some demon using your dick as a joystick. Sometimes I hated Jason for giving in. Sometimes I loved it. Sometimes I wished the camera could break, but it just keeps asking for the next shot, and you keep giving it, even while you swear you won’t.

Angels Academy feels like someone smashed a porn game and a theology class together, spilled horny teenager brain all over it, and then said “yeah, that’s fine, ship it.” You play this guy who got sent to this super strict religious island school because his mom caught him jerking off, which is already funny as fuck, and then suddenly you’re surrounded by every kind of religion girl format you can imagine. You’ve got holy girls with crosses, girls in future cults, shy nerdy virgins who pretend they never masturbate, smug dommy types who clearly know way too much, and of course that one girl with huge tits that the camera never stops staring at for even one second. The whole thing is point and click, so you’re wandering around this weird academy, poking icons, creeping through halls, accidentally spotting girls changing through half open doors, that kind of classic pervy visual novel vibe. Nothing fancy, but the writing actually has teeth. One moment you’re joking about fake prophets and the next you’re watching a nun-in-training on her knees, lips wrapped around your cock, muttering half a prayer while you hold her head and decide if you wanna be gentle or make her cry and smear mascara down her cheeks.

The game really leans hard into corruption, in a way that feels more like fanfic “what if I broke canon on purpose” than a straight porn script. You can play the guy as this lazy asshole who uses blackmail because he accidentally catches a teacher fingering herself in the chapel, and instead of reporting it you just save the screenshot and start pushing. Or you try to be “romantic” and it still ends up dirty as hell, like taking a sweet, clueless church girl on a “date” in the library, praising her faith, then slowly guiding her hand under the desk until she’s jerking you off while pretending to read some boring holy text. The skill system matters more than you think. I dumped everything into charm and perversion, and suddenly girls who were calling me a disgusting sinner in one run were stripping for me in an empty classroom in another, pressing their big ass against the blackboard while I decide if I’m fucking them raw or just making them masturbate for my amusement. There is actual humiliation too, not just “oops my clothes fell.” Stuff like forcing a proud, icy rich girl to walk across the dorm hallway wearing only an unbuttoned shirt while other students might be around, or making a girl kneel and confess every dirty thought she ever had about your dick while you record her on your phone. And I swear the game knows when you peep from the window into the showers too often, because at some point one of the girls clearly looks straight at the screen like she can see you spying, then later brings it up when she’s grinding on your lap during a “counseling session” that definitely does not appear in any school rulebook.

It is messy, though. The sandbox part means you just kind of click around the island until scenes unlock, and sometimes you get this insane, hot oral event in a storage room, with drool dripping, gagging sounds, and her choking herself deeper because you told her a “good girl wouldn’t stop halfway,” and then right after that the same girl acts like you barely met. Feels like reading two fanfic routes at once that forgot they share continuity. And the religious angle is all over the place, in a way I weirdly enjoy. One moment you have a devout girl making you swear on her holy book that you’ll respect her purity, next moment she’s spread on the chapel floor, legs shaking while you lick her until she moans so loud you’re sure some angel statue is judging both of you. The interracial scenes also slide in naturally, like this one dark skinned girl who pretends she’s only here for “serious study,” then ends up riding you in POV style, sweat on her back, perfect big tits bouncing while you grab her hips and think “yeah, this is absolutely how religion works.” The game keeps teasing that you can build a whole harem if you play your points right, but I got distracted blackmailing one teacher and corrupting a supposedly pure student council girl so badly that by the time I realized it, my route looked like some fucked up mashup between a love story and a harassment lawsuit. Which, honestly, fits this academy too well.

Katya is the kind of strict mom that makes you sit up straight in your chair in real life. Hair neat, schedule tighter than your browser history, rules for everything. No shoes inside, no phone in bedroom, no talking back. At the start she feels almost boring in that “perfect MILF who would absolutely destroy you with one look” way, which is funny because five minutes later you’re watching her get destroyed by her own house rules. The whole thing plays out like a slow car crash in a very hot neighborhood. There’s no big choice spam, no branching chaos, just this kinetic slide from “respectable mother” to “please choke me again but also I’m pretending I hate it”. You just sit there and watch it go wrong in the best way, like a very horny documentary about bad decisions and tight clothes.

Emily, the daughter, doesn’t rebel with blue hair and piercings. She rebels with strategy. She knows everything her mom hides, what she watches, when she touches herself, who she messages on that one app she pretends is only for coupons. The game really loves voyeur moments, by the way. There’s this early scene where Emily “accidentally” catches Katya in the shower, and it should feel basic but the way the camera lingers on her big ass and that heavy, natural body makes it weirdly personal. Later she uses that vision like a weapon. First it’s tiny stuff, little teasing, some casual groping in the corridor “as a joke”, spanking played off as discipline, lingerie that is absolutely not age appropriate being “a gift”. Then it climbs into full-on blackmail, toys, bondage, and suddenly mom is collared, bent over the couch, trying to keep some dignity while Emily just smiles like she planned this since kindergarten. The lesbian stuff is not “oh no this is wrong” drama, more like “oh fuck, we should not be doing this, keep going, don’t stop”. Oral, anal, masturbation, it all shows up, nothing really stays forbidden, only postponed. The weird thing is, at some point I stopped asking “how the hell did we get here” and just wanted to see how much further the daughter would push, especially when she flips into full female domination and treats Katya like a toy she owns. It’s corruption in slow motion, and yeah, a lot of the BDSM and stripping scenes hit way harder because Katya still talks like a mom while someone’s face is between her legs, which is hilarious and fucked up at same time.

Not everything is perfect though, and I’m still mad about this one tiny thing: that one vibrator in the nightstand that buzzes like an electric toothbrush recorded inside a metal bucket. They use it in one long masturbation scene where Katya is on the bed, ass up, and the sound made me think my fridge turned on. I kept pausing to check my phone notifications and it ruined exactly nothing but I will complain anyway. The rest of the sound is actually pretty good, the little moans, the slaps during spanking, the wet mouthy noises during oral that will make you side-eye your speakers, though one of the orgasm loops sounds like she’s sneezing. The 3dcg models look thick in a very satisfying way, big tits that actually move a bit when she gets pushed around, and those shots where Emily watches her mom from a crack in the door while Katya is riding a toy on the floor are the kind of voyeurism that will stick in your head during a Zoom call later. I wish they’d let you pick even one damn choice, just once, like “do we go for anal first or tie her up again”, but they never do and honestly it sort of works. You’re trapped like Katya, just along for the ride, sitting there with one hand busy, waiting for the next line of manipulation, the next humiliation, the next time the daughter casually grabs her mother’s tits in the kitchen like it’s no big thing. And when Emily finally makes her lick her own juices off a toy while calling her “good girl”, yeah, I pretended I totally wasn’t into it while absolutely being into it.

House full of hot monster girls pretending to be normal, and you are the idiot who opened the door for them. That is basically the whole vibe, and it somehow works way better than it should. You stand there like some horny security guard with superpowers you do not really control, trying to figure out which girl is human and which one could probably snap you in half with one hand. They smile, they flirt, they lean in way too close, and the “inspection” slowly turns into you groping, licking, fucking your way to the truth. It is not subtle. It is not deep. It is like Pornhub met X‑Files in a cheap motel, got drunk and forgot protection. And I mean that as a compliment, more or less.

What surprised me is how the game makes you feel like a pervert and detective at same time. You have this sandbox thing going on, walking around the house, checking who is in the shower, who is in the kitchen, who somehow ended up in your bedroom without even ringing the bell. One moment you are getting a slow teasing handjob from a “shy” girl with ridiculous big tits, and in the next scene she throws you on the bed, pins your wrists and you realize she has been in control since the first second. The female domination stuff is not too hardcore, but you definitely feel when she rides your face and tells you that you are only allowed to cum when she says so. Then later, in another route, the same girl suddenly acts soft and vanilla, like some romance heroine from a cheap mobile VN, and that honestly confused the hell out of me in a nice way. I wanted more normal missionary, more kissing, more “I actually like you” moments, but the game keeps reminding you that half of these chicks are paranormal freaks who can melt your brain with mind control if you say the wrong thing. Sometimes you literally choose a dialog option and your guy just blanks out, and she rewrites his memory while sucking his dick. That was hot and irritating at the same time, because I wanted to be the one deciding, not some horny ghost with glowing eyes.

As a purist who usually prefers simple boy/girl, no tentacles, no weird transformation, I still kept playing because the “are you a monster or not” question somehow made even the plain vaginal sex feel tense. Like, you slide into her, she moans in your ear, her big ass bouncing on your lap, and in the back of your mind you think “if she is actually a succubus, I might die here, what a way to go.” The harem angle creeps up slowly too. You think you are just letting one or two girls stay in your house because they seem safe, then suddenly the living room is full of them, arguing over who gets your cock tonight, and the game treats it like this is totally normal domestic life. I laughed when one girl sucked you off while another was pretending to “check your aura” like some fake psychic, but it turned into a messy throat‑fucking scene that completely ignored any idea of spiritual energy. Also, there is this stupid tiny UI sound when you pick certain options and it drove me crazy, but I kept clicking it again anyway because it usually led to more lewd scenes. On phone, playing in Chrome, I had one moment where the animation stuttered right when she was about to sit on your face and I almost threw my Galaxy across the bed. But then the next scene, where you use a bit of your superpower to push back against her mind control while you tongue her wet pussy, actually felt like the closest thing to “vanilla victory” in a porn game. She is still a monster girl, still dangerous, still bossy, but for a few seconds, it is just you, her, and the sound of skin slapping skin, like the world outside that house does not exist at all.

War is over, you come back home thinking you’ll just drink, fuck your wife and yell at a few servants, and suddenly your dusty little estate is supposed to play in big politics. That’s the basic mood here: you’re this supposedly important Lord Verondale, but half the time you’re just switching between spreadsheets of coin and silently wondering if your wife is plotting to ride someone else while you’re talking about grain taxes. The game doesn’t rush to throw sex at you; it teases. You’re walking around the mansion, checking rooms, dealing with petitions, picking who does what chore, and all the while the sound design is doing most of the dirty talk instead of the characters. Doors creak a bit too long, heels click in the hallway with this nice sharp echo, and when Aeris comes to your study at night, there’s that soft clothes rustle and the faint brush of fabric on leather chair that almost feels more intimate than the actual sex scene that comes after. Almost. Not really. But you get what I mean.

The first time you push Aeris down and actually fuck her, the moans don’t explode in your ears like some Pornhub mobile ad, they sneak up. A low breath, then this shaky inhale when you choose the rougher option, and when you go for vaginal instead of just teasing her with your hand, there’s that wet sliding sound that isn’t too loud, not that cheap “bucket of slime” some games use. It’s closer to what you hear if you put on good headphones and watch some amateur video in VLC with the volume a bit high. Still, occasionally the loop is a bit short and you can tell it restarts, which made me laugh in middle of a pretty intense scene. Oral scenes are better though: Yssa on her knees, camera close to your point of view, her breathing mixing with these sloppy little suck sounds, plus a quiet gulp when you make her take it deeper. I replayed that one, purely for “audio testing”, then again when I tried a more dominant dialogue choice and the same animation felt harsher just because of the way her voice cracked on one moan. That was actually kind of impressive. I hate that they nailed the wet tongue noise but still didn’t give me proper wooden floor creaks when you drag a chair in the council room. Priorities are weird.

If you like to micromanage stuff, you’ll probably enjoy the estate part more than is healthy. You sit there deciding which servant does which task, who you invite, who you snub, and all the while you’re basically tuning the soundtrack of your own corruption. Be strict with Yssa and she sounds smaller, her “Yes, my lord” more clipped, more careful, and when you finally bend her over a table, the little gasps between thrusts have this scared edge. Play nice, let her climb up a bit in the household, maybe even let her boss another servant around, and suddenly the same sex animation feels different because she moans with more confidence, like she knows you’re hooked. Aeris, the wife, is another story. Her footsteps in the hallway are almost like a notification sound; the instant I heard that slow, measured heel click, I stopped whatever management menu I was in. Sometimes she shows up to argue about politics, sometimes to seduce, sometimes both. There’s one scene where you’ve spent a whole in-game day juggling estate problems, you’re exhausted, and she kneels between your legs in the bedroom. The blowjob animation is fine, but what really sells it is her quiet hums around your cock, slightly muffled, with the bed creaking in a lazy rhythm while your choices decide whether you’re gentle or use her like an outlet. Honestly, you can rush the main intrigue, but the real fun is playing with those dialogue choices, letting the relationships rot or bloom until every little sound in that mansion feels loaded. My only advice: headphones on, text speed a bit slower than default, and don’t skip the “boring” talks. That’s where the filth grows.

This one starts like some harmless romcom setup and then just keeps sliding into a really nasty place while you watch and keep telling yourself “nah, it’s fine, she’s fine,” even when your gut already knows it’s not fine at all. You’re this loudmouth kid, big sense of justice, but the game loves to rub your face in how useless that actually is here. First day at the new academy, you crash into Rin, photography club president, break her camera, boom, you’re stuck helping her. At first it’s just you tagging along, carrying stuff, hanging out while she tries to save her club with contest photos. It’s cute, she’s awkward, you tease her, she blushes, you get those flirty bits and POV moments that feel almost wholesome. Even the early fanservice scenes feel like they’re just playing around with groping and accidental peeks, like some horny school comedy. You kinda forget the game warned you about being cruel. Or you pretend you forgot.

Then the principal starts slithering in. You know exactly what type he is the second he shows up, but the game doesn’t let you confront him in any satisfying way. He’s “helping” Rin with her club, offering “support” and “connections”, and you can see the trap from a mile away, but the protagonist keeps trying to rationalize it. Those early scenes where you watch him hovering too close over her shoulder while she reviews shots, or where she brushes off your concern with a laugh, are honestly more painful than the actual explicit stuff. You start catching these little AI-touched CGs where her expression doesn’t quite match what she’s saying, like her smile looks strained while the text says she’s fine, and your brain goes, yeah, no, she’s not. The voyeurism heat hits different when you’re not just peeping on some random girl, but on someone you’re actually getting attached to while another guy slowly rewires her.

The sex progression is slow enough to hurt. Harassment in the hallway that she calls “just a misunderstanding”, a “special private photoshoot” you’re not invited to, her coming back with messy hair and a forced grin, joking about “weird poses” he made her do. Then the game starts letting you see what’s really happening. The first time it shows him using her as a prop for his own filth, making her pose in ways that are way past normal photography, it actually feels like a punch, even though you knew it was coming. There’s this one scene where she’s kneeling, mouth full, camera still in her hands, trying to keep it from falling while he uses her face, and the framing is so fucked up in a good way. It’s like the club, the contests, her dreams, everything literally resting on her trying to please this disgusting bastard. The POV keeps you stuck as the guy who can only watch, listening through doors, catching glimpses through windows, scrolling through pics on her camera when she’s not looking and finding shots you really wish you hadn’t seen. The comedy never fully disappears either, which is kind of evil. You still get stupid jokes, horny banter, some romance flags, right between scenes of her getting deeper into prostitution-style “deals” and rougher BDSM sessions with him in the name of “supporting the club”. It shouldn’t be funny and hot and depressing at the same time, but it kinda is.

The wild part is how it messes with your sense of control. You don’t get choices, it’s a straight kinetic thing, so you just sit there, clicking, feeling more tense each scene. You keep waiting for the big heroic confrontation that never really lands the way you want. Instead you get more humiliation, more “training”, more proof that your so-called justice is just background noise in a rigged system. Her clothes get skimpier, her posture more submissive around him even when she’s still acting normal with you, and by the time she’s letting him grope her in the darkroom because “we need edgy shots”, it’s already over, she just hasn’t admitted it to herself yet. The romance sprinkles make everything worse, since you see what you almost had while watching him fuck it to pieces. The game knows exactly what NTR people are here for and doesn’t pretend to be fair or kind about it. It just grabs your anxiety, your curiosity, your voyeur brain, and squeezes till you kinda hate yourself for staying turned on. I liked that. I hated that. Whatever. I couldn’t stop reading.